I’m stuck.
I haven’t done anything all day, but work that isn’t work. I haven’t done studying or reading. I haven’t drawn in 3 weeks. I don’t know what there is to draw, what is mine, what isn’t simply copying.
I haven’t gone out of my room, expect for food and medicine. I’ve been eating junk food even though I’m sick. I haven’t been out on a date, or gone anywhere alone.
Since when was I like this? I’m annoyed that I call myself pathetic.
Maybe it’s the dull weather lately. It’s been freezing outside, with strong, chilly winds. I need to do something.
